So, I find that in the middle of the night I tend to wax poetic and start thinking a lot about things, when I should be going to sleep because I have church at 8:30 in the morning.
Well, here's the thing, I really hate being dependent on people, because all the people I have loved in my life have walked out on me early on, so I don't trust anyone. And, when I find myself starting to like someone and wanting to trust them, they do something to make me not trust them and the cycle starts all over again.

Damn!