Ok, so it's 12:30 on a Saturday night, and I'm sitting at my computer, thinking. I find this happens more and more often recently. I thinking about how I hate guys and the way they treat me and my friends. My roommate just had her heart broken, and it kills me. Now, I often find myself playing the part of the older sister with this roommate because I am a considerable amount older than her, and I thinking about taking it a step further. I'm thinking I'm going to start pulling her respective suitors aside and saying, "If you hurt her, I'll rip your f-ing balls off." Lets see how many times her heart gets broken when I start doing that. LOL
I guess I'm not in the best mindset toward guys right now anyway, but, I'm in better shape than she is, and it makes me soooooo mad. Guys, don't you know what you do to us. Why does everything have to be a stupid game? Why can't you just tell us how you feel, so neither one of us has to get our hearts broken?
All That I've Got
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
I'm caught red-handed now I'm far from lonely
I sleep I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
I need something else would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out and let me go back to sleep
I can laugh all inside I still am empty
So deep, that it didn't even bleed and catch me
I'll be just fine, pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely and it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine, pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely and it's all that I've got
I guess I remember every clench you shot me
Unharmed I'm losing weight and somebody keeped
I swore so hard I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream and F- me
I'll be just fine, pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely and it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine, pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely and it's all that I've got
So deep, that it didn't even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream and F- me
Good night all
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Amber dear, boys aren't worth thinking about.... I've had my share of issues with them lately. And when I say share, I mean MY SHARE!!! I know everyone says that and still worries anyhow... Human nature. Be stronger than them though, don't let them get you down and affect you! If they insist on playing games, you play them better but always be the good guy... it's a good place to be. Sometimes it helps me to think about it this way, that I'm fabulous and if they don't see it, why worry about them. I used to have gorgeous roommates and boys would alway pine after them, day in and day out while I just sort of sat there. I could have let it get me depressed, but I can honestly say that I couldn't care less!! If they didn't realize how cool I was, we obviously weren't made for each other and were going after girls for the wrong reasons anyhow!!!! Right??? Sorry to go on and write a book in a comment. Just make sure you spend time with people who appreciate you for the sweet little Amber that you are!! You deserve good company. loves
ReplyDeleteThis sounds like the same stuff I think about girls. You should see my therapist. I'm seriously starting to rethink my opinions on all of you creatures. I'm glad I found your blog again.
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